As long as you're happy.

If you're reading this, this is for you.

I know you don't want me. I am just a support when things gets hard, that's the only purpose I serve for you. That is why I'm not the first person you message when you're happy. I'm nothing more than a shoulder to cry on that you eventually leave once you feel better, my love. 

As long as you're happy, then I'm fine with crying myself to sleep every night. I am fine with drinking and smoking every night just to try and silence the demons inside me. I am fine with not having anyone when I breakdown. 

I am fine, dear reader.

As long as you are happy.